my sister: The Wind Beneath My Wings......

It takes a lot of understanding, time and trust to gain a close friendship with someone.
As I approach a time of my life of complete uncertainty, my friends are my most precious asset.
-Eryn Miller

As I go through life there are many things I can not explain and there are even times when I don't look for an explanation, but one thing I know for sure is that a sister like the one I have been graced with comes one in a million. Her name is Patricia, and at times she can be the only "One True Thing," in friendship.

As we grew up I remember very little of us together, there are times when I don't remember her to be the person she is now, perhaps it is because we were so different and distant. The one thing I did and do admire her for is her ability to accept the things I can not. She was always the one who used to take care of my brother and I, even though I do remember how much she hated it... I have no idea what it is about me that makes her care so much, but she has a way of caring so immensely that at times it scares me. "How can anyone love a person so much?"

I know that at times things between us get out of hand, but that has never stopped me from loving you, though at times when I know I should have said. "I Love You," I have failed to say it. I know more than anything the phase actions speak louder than words, but even actions come hard for me to express...

I have never been a very open person, but when she is around it just scares me how she can tell when something is wrong, or just not right. Sometimes I wonder if it is possible for her to read my mind. I am grateful for her love, and concern. Mostly I would like to let her know that there are many times when I would go through life and could not deal with the cards I have been handed, and she has made it possible for me to play the cards I have been dealt... I know that she may not know any of the things I have said but that's fine, just as long as she knows I love her more than words can say.

I mostly want her to know the impact she has made upon my life. When I was diagnosed with Sjogrens, she was very helpful in being there... Lately I have been unable to deal with the things this has brought me and she helps when she sees I'm down, even when I say everything is good, she knows I'm lying. I can not begin to describe the affect this has on me, but without her constant concern and bickering I fear there are things I would have never faced...

So as a token of my love this page is dedicated to "My Sister."

~Thank You~

I will be adding picture here, and a link to her home page her soon. So please come back and visit this site often...